#387 - Torch the Witch - Did Somebody Say Slut? (To listen to today’s guest, scroll down)
This week Torch the Witch returns to address the word SLUT. Why is this such a big issue with vanillas and the non-kinky? Torch is a Stand-Up Comic in addition to her efforts to be a sexual being. Here is how it unfolds…
I started stripping at 18, became a Jesus Freak at 34, and at 49 I got into kinky sex.
So basically, my life is a Jesus sandwich on slut bread.
With extra mayo.
I had many adventures in Stripperland and Jesusland. Fetlife is where my Kinkland adventures manifest. My sexuality has always been tied to my identity.
This place has given me a space to become. It has helped facilitate the explosion of my previously bound sexuality.
This is where I found partners, friends, and hope. I found proof that I wasn’t a throwaway freak. That there were many others like me and none like me. I found a community. Here I have exchanged time, laughs and gifts. Secrets, bodily fluids and recipes.
Suck My Cock: A Slut is Born
Suck my cock.
Those three little words have a powerful effect on me. They race from my brain, directly to my pussy. It's a primal reaction that takes me by surprise sometimes with its urgency and vehemence. My jaw slackens. I want to fall to my knees like I was just healed by a televangelist.
I'll never forget the time I first heard someone say the phrase "Suck my cock." It was summer, I was about 10 years old and there were a good dozen of us neighbourhood kids playing in the still-being-constructed church 2 houses down the road. It was a massive structure; we skateboarded on the second floor, played hide and seek, Charlie's Angels. All day, every day.
One of the kids was a dark haired Italian kid. I don't even remember his name. He and some other kid were having some dumb kid argument over a skateboard when I heard him say 'Suck my cock!' to his buddy and it was like someone hit me with a baseball bat.
Now I didn't grow up in a prudish home. As some of you may recall, my parents leaned towards the freaky side, just a tad. I'd heard all the crude rugby songs. But damn, I hadn't heard that particular phrase before. It did something to me. A flush went through me. I felt a throbbing pulse between my legs and an image flashed before my eyes - one that I can still see to this day. It was him, but he was all grown up. He was naked and beautiful, standing on the top of a mountain, hands on his hips, one foot slightly raised on a rock, a tilted gold crown on his head, a naked redheaded woman at his feet, his cock in her mouth.
Where did that image come from? I'd not seen anything like it despite my dad's Penthouse rags. Was it innate? A memory from a previous life? Could someone who didn't know anything about sucking cock conjure up a provocative image like that?
I pondered that image with much discomfort most of my life. What did it mean? Was it political? Sexual? Both? The hardest question of all was 'why did it turn me on so much?' I hated that it turned me on. What did it say about me? I'm supposed to be a feminist! The symbolism of this image is too stark! I can't believe I made it! ( I should add I've since come to feel nothing but peace with this aspect of my sexuality in the past couple of years.)
There's this dark haired man that I am very attracted to. He is very masculine. He makes me very hot. Recently in one soaking, smoking exchange of word energy he wrote. "I want you to be that strong woman who doesn't need me, who fucking owns her life. And when I see you, I want you on all fours, holes ready."
Baseball bat again.
My cunt just about exploded on the spot. God, that's what I want. That's who I am. I do want it all, romance and raunch. But that kind of talk from the right man just reduces me to a puddle of feminist brain goo. There's no rhyme or reason. It just is.
It hit me recently. I knew from that day on. The day I heard 'Suck my cock." I knew that I was a slut and it filled me with secret joy. That was the day a slut was born. —Torch the Witch
See Torch’s Fet page and her writings, here!
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